Sabtu, 17 Desember 2011

Controversy L.O.V.E

Tanggal 4 november 2011 adalah tanggal jadian Belle dan pangeran. Percaya atau nggak, kita nggak terlalu melakukan banyak PDKT. Hanya sms gombal selama 2 minggu. Setelah itu,dia menyatakan kalau dia juga sama aku dan dia bertanya di balkon sekolah. Mau dibawa keman hubungan kita? Ahahahahahah

Dia ingin kita komitmen *itu termasuk penembakan nggak sih? Ohohoho

singkatnya, kita jadian di hari itu, jumat. Trus sabtu-minggu masih hari milik bersama. Belum ada yang mengusik hubungan kita. Hingga teman-temanku mulai mengintervensi hubungan aku sama pangeran. Alasan mereka, mengapa harus sama pangeran? Pangeran kan temennya mr. Y (lelaki yang rajin menunggu cintaku). Aku sampe harus berdebat, nangis, dll. Pangeran juga sempat di sidang sama temen-temenku. Hemmmmm

mr. Y. Dia adalah sosok lelaki baik. Dua tahun yang lalu, dia sudah memiliki perasaan denganku. Dia sudah menembakku sebanyak 2x. Banyak pemberian yang dia berikan. Pengorbanannya pun tak terhitung. Dari kiriman pulsa, komik doraemon, jersey chelsea, jaket arsenal, gantungan kunci, kain bali, sendal ungu, hampir tas batik. Tapi aku udah keburu lelah. Dia memberikan banyak material.. tapi tak satu pun kepingan hatiku berpihak padanya.

Di bali adalah kenangan bersama mr. Y. Kami sempat ngobrol di dinginnya malam. Dia sempat menemaniku makan malam di jogja. Sms tak pernah putus sepanjang perjalanan. Namun, hatiku masih membatu. Entahlah... aku melihatnya hanya sebagai seorang teman spesial. Bukan sebagai kekasih. Titik.

Benar saja, setelah dari Bali, aku dan dia seperti ujung magnet. Lebih tepatnya,aku yang menjaga jarak. Aku memang labil. Aku nggak mau dikaitkan dengannya lagi. Entah mengapa. Aku mencoba menata hidupku yang nggak jelas. Hingga akhirnya secara asal-asalan aku meminta kepada teman-temanku untuk ngecengin aku sama lelaki lain. Seorang lelaki tinggi berparas tampan dengan kulit putih. Sebut saja Yanda (mr Y dan Yanda itu beda). Yanda membuatku terbang..... dia sangat perfect. Sayangnya, dia tak sebaik yang aku pikirkan. Tragedi blog membuktikan semuanya. *enggak perlu dijelaskan. Intinya rasa itu hilang begitu saja... yanda gone....


September is the worst. Hingga, pangeran masuk perlahan ke relung hatiku.banyak persamaan dengan pangeran membuatku nyaman. Sama-sama suka madrid. Sama-sama suka gombal. Sam-sama suka baca novel. Kita punya prinsip yang sama. Dia juga charming 
Awalnya, kita dekat di sms aja. Setiap ketemu disekolah, kita selalu canggung. Tapi setelah dia jujur tentang perasaannya ke aku, begitu pula denganku, kita jadi lebih santai bila ketemu. Apalagi semenjak jadian. Pangeran yang egois bertemu dengan Belle yang batu. Entah kenapa aku sayannggg banget sama dia. Aku nggak mau kehilangan dia. Aku yakin, pangeran adalah someone whom Allah sent to me. He is the best for me.

Bersama pangeran dan motor RX kingnya *wkwkwk aku bisa menjadi diriku sendiri. Aku bisa terlihat gila, baik, kocak, jayus dll. Aku nggak perlu malu melakukan hal konyol. Karena aku tau, pangeran emang ngertiin aku dan dia udah kebal sama tingkahku....:D

Well, for mr. Y. You are my special friend. If you wanna be angry with me or pangeran, please did it in front of us! Don’t avoid me like that. I just hope that you will find the best one

Sabtu, 05 November 2011

TODAY WAS A FAIRYTALE :)

04-11-11

GOD heard my wish.
It gave me someone whom i love and he loves me too
His name is Bagus Aditya Muslim
the actually, i have interested to him since one year ago
but, i didnt wanna take it seriously
today, on balcone, he asked my feeling.
firstly, i am doubt
i am doubt because in the short time, we will face the national examination
i am afraid i will fail cause of love
but, when he stared my eyes deeply, i am sure his love is true
and i am sure that we can support each other to get the most favourite university

well, right now, we are in relationship.
we will through the teenagers love till the end (i dont know)
FIGUS

Kamis, 27 Oktober 2011

DIA DIA DIA

DIA PERNAH MAIN KE RUMAHKU TIGA KALI.
DIA YANG SELALU PULANG LARUT.
DIA SELALU MEMPERPANJANG OBROLAN.
DIA YANG SELALU MENATAP MATAKU KETIKA AKU BERBICARA.
DIA SELALU DIUSIR AYAHKU UNTUK SEGERA PULANG.
DIA YANG KONYOL.
DIA YANG PERNAH AKU MAKI.
DIA YANG SESEORANG PUJA.
DIA ANEH.
NAMUN, DIA SEPERTI MEMBERI HARAPAN PADAKU.
SAYANGNYA, AKU TAK MAU DENGANNYA.
AKU MEMANG SUKA PADANYA.
TAPI AKU TAK PERNAH MENCINTAINNYA SEDETIK PUN, SETETES DARAHKU PUN, DAN SEKEDIP MATA PUN....

Kamis, 08 September 2011

Time Is Up

Time Is Up
Love is hurt
Love is toxic
Love is bitter
Love is jerk
And LOVE is HIM

You added his FB
You commented his status
You followed his twitter
You retweeted his tweet
You watched his video on youtube
You always like his video
You read his blog everytime
You inscribed his name on the big tree
You paste his picture on the wall
You bite your nile when he walks On by
You smiled to him continuely
Time Is Up!!!
Time
Is
Up
But all those things are futile
He never relize your coming
He never turn to you
And reraly you’ve got the worst news
He had liked HER since two months ago
He adores HER dangerously
Your heart fall into pieces

Time Is Up

When i lie on my bed, i am wondering
I lift my hands, i pray to the God
I love him, but he doesn’t
I care about him, but he doesn’t
I know him, but he doesn’t
I dream his face, but he doesn’t
I wait him everymorning, but he doesn’t
I seek him on the balcone, but he doesn’t
I miss him, always, in the midnight
But he never do the same way
I am Down. Down. Down

Suddenly, i hear the God’s whisper
“For many days you were wasting your time. Leave him. Burn his memories & change your mind.
He isn’t the right one. Later, i will send you THE RIGHT ONE in THE RIGHT TIME “
For a moment. I wake up.
Standing up with the new spirit.
I’ll say TIME IS UP
TIME IS UP FOR YOU

Jumat, 08 Juli 2011

All I did is for you

It happened on holiday
Every morning I always figure it out
I thought how to make you happy
I thought how to make you closer with him
I thought how to persue your dream
I thought you…always

Maybe I was closer with your boy
But, I did it for you
Maybe i know him more than you
But, I want to tell you all ‘bout him
Maybe you think that I love your boy
But, you are wrong
I never wanna let you down
All I did is fix your trouble
All I did is for making you happy
All I did is for you

Don’t trust anyone
Just trust me

I know your strong feeling with him
I’ve seen you cry
So, it was impossible to me to cheat on you
I just wanna you be a cheerful girl
No more sadness
No more crying
Just smile in your face

Sorry if it didn’t work
I have tried hard
Please forgive me

Selasa, 31 Mei 2011

Hay Dude!

Hay Dude!

Firstly, I was not surprised on your presence
Firstly, I was too busy with my duty
Firstly, I didn’t attract to any cute boys
Firstly, I just loved my self
Firstly, I never sought you
But suddenly, I smelled your love cologne

Now, I always skip my breakfast
Now, I always go to school earlier
Now, I always go through parking lot
Now, I always try to find your scooter from balcony
Now, I always wait you walking my class
I want to swing my hand and say

Hay dude,
I’m here
I’m the one who adores you
I’m the one who looks at you from a distance
I’m the one who chuckles on you with my pals
I’m the one who smiles at you all the time
All I wanna say
Hay dude,
Turn around your heart
Exactly you will see my big-red heart
My heart has been burned by your sharp sight
I’ll never get bored staring at you
Please dude, look at me and say hay…

You had black-short hair
You had big nose
You had bright eyes
You had fair skin
You were cute friendly boy
You had gorgeous smile
I couldn’t resist your charm
I’ll always watch your single day
I’ll always be grinning when you did crazy thing
I stammer when I talk with you
I am nervous when my pals scream your name
My blood boil when you walk on by me

But I realize something wrong
You have loved someone else
More pretty and more famous
She has everything inside
Sometimes I wanna say
God isn’t fair
In my prayer I always wish
I wish you’ll see me
I wish you’ll know my name
I wish we can be closer
I wish we can build something better
And that’s why I trust that God does exist!
You're the only one
That I've been needing
And I don't want to be
Lonely anymore
All I want to say is
Hay dude, I’m here!